Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Justin has a new work scedule which means I am at home with the two babes from 11:00 am till 8:15pm. These past 2 days have been the longest days of my life. I don't know how I am going to get through this week. I don't even know how I am going to get through tomorrow. I am exhausted and very bitchy when Justin gets home. I take a lot of my frustration out on him during the first 10-15 minutes he's home, and that sucks, for both of us. But mostly him. I don't know how moms with multiple kids do it. I don't think I was cut out for this, being a mom of two under two during the hours of 11-8 and feeling completely alone, worn out, and just not me. I have wanted to break down and cry multiple times during the day. And it's only been two days. Geez louise I am losing it. I need some prayers and some peace.